Thank You 2012 for the Wonderful Memories...

Salam....good bye 2012 and Welcome 2013..InsyalAllah Looking forward to the adventures and challenges that lie ahead..
01012013 - padaku semakin MENCABAR tahun 2013 nie...apa cabarannya? nnt dulu..kita tgk apa yg dah berlaku 2012 dulu.....:)
January 2012 - padaku bulan yang penuh kesibukan!hehe...especially bagi anak2...bz mom!!Tisya ke sekolah, risau sangat sbb dia dh di ajar naik van se-awal 5 thn..pagi2 mr hubby hantar ke tmpt transit the wait for the Pak Akob's van , then she will go to Krista..balik pulak tunggu van PakAkob..kuar skolah kul 12 kadang2 tu sampai tmpt transit Al-Huda pukul 2!!YaAllah mg merisaukan...mana dia g lama sangat..???then one day masa sembang2 ngan tisya dia crita la..normally kakak isi minyak ngan pak akob kat cni (Shell)..pastu ada uncle tu bagi sweets kat kakkak tapi kakak tak ambik sbb ibu tk bagi kan...wooooo sound scary ok!!!! start that day I stop Pak Akob's van!!Nauzubillah ..dia boleh isi minyak , tinggal tisya dlm van sorg2....alhamdulillah teacher dia offer utk g hantar tisya ke al-Huda...LEGA!!!! Taklama lepas tu dpt cik Ana Van lak...alhamdulillah thru cik Ana ni tisya normally sampai al-huda abour 30min after school end. :)

Anak2 yang lain lak mcm Irfan & Firhan di hantar ke AlHuda from mornng till we all balik keja...alhamdulillah puas ati dgn asuhan teacher2 ..didikan agama yg cukup utk mereka...

Mya lak kat nursery..no choice sbb alHuda tak amik baby...so terpaksa di nursery..biaslaa kalau ke ctu mmg mcm2 sikit tp alhamdulillah Mya tkdak bnyk maslaah cuma kadang tu selsema manjang, tk reda2...so far berpuass hati jugakla ngan jagaan pengasuh2...tana mereka susah kita jugak kan...tawakal pada Allh jerla moga dilindungi anak2 ni kan...

March 2012 Alhamduillah rexekiku...dapat offer from University of Nottingham, UK for my PhD...Mcm mimpi pun ada..so proceed to BSM UPSI utk process seterusnya..alhamdulillah segala syarat yg ditetapkan sudah dipenuhi..just utk procedure2 jaa...so start bz for the process...REFEREE, ATAS certs, CAS, VISA application, etc..dah lupa dah sikit..:) mmg kalut sikit time ni..Alhamdulillah everything settled down and September 15,2012 ticket to Heathow, London has been booked!!

Everthing shud be sttled down before berangkat ke UK for about 3 years!! rumah, kereta dans egala hutangpiutang perlu di-reorganized... rumah kena maintain byr (o aida tolong bank in ), kereta kesayanganku terrrpaksa dijual...ahamdulillah buyer tu tgk tepi jln jaa and terus 'terpikat'dgn WTY7935 KAMI :) TQ so much for ur trust..minta no akaun utk bank in duit terus....walhal kami tgh on d way balik kampung..dlm semnnggu lagi baru janji nk handover kereta tu...:)org berbudi kan...? My hubby stop working end of August!! (xcited kot..kekkeke...bukan laa...just better for him resigned on the earlier stage so that a lot of things could be done in 2 weeks time before we came here...anak2 pun end of auguset dah stop...tapi alhamdulillah..cikgu2 depa semua offer 2 weeks class for FREE!!! rezeki Allah bagi..:) sbb kalau dikirakan 2 weeks pun byr full so we all decide stop jaaa leh ajaq kat rumah..kekekkeke...

so, in conclusion what I can conclude for year 2012 was...TAHUN PENUH KERAHMATAN DAN TAHUN REXEKI utk kami sekeluarga :) THANK YOU ALLAH....walaupun manis tp utk mendapat kemanisan, ada jugak kepahitan yg harus diharungi....dugaan2 kecil yg diber olehNya tidak terkecuali namun alahamdulillah setiap dugaan yg Allah beri tu adalah pada hamba2NYa yg mampu memikul dugaan2 itu...

October 2012 - KAMI sekeluarga di kota Nottingham,UK..jauh dari keluarga especially dr ibu tersayang namun kerap KAMI ber-skype dgn mak...so mmg terubat rindu ngan mak..cuma sesekali terasa rindu dgt2 nk ziarah kubur arwah bapak...hanya doa dr anakmu insyallah tidak akan putus utk dirimu di sana...insyallah...

Pengalaman baru di rantau org biasala...mainly about the weather..sejuk sgt2..we all arrived here during autumn..tp autumn cni pun mcm winter..kadang tu cecah ke -5 degree..alhamdulilah anak2 ok, boleh adapt...bekalan ubat dr malaysia pun cukup kami bawak..mnyak panas jd routine everynite before they go to bed...lumur di kaki2, and did dada ngan vicks...cuma aku ni payah sgt nk adapt..sejuk manjang...kadang sampai sakit urat2 rasa...kadang mr hubby buatkan JUS HALIA..huhuhuhu...jus yg diminum waktu panas..sungguh tidak enjoy kan...tp sedap lak sedap campoq ngan cinnanmon..boleh try sapa nk rasa!!!sweet and spicy :)

skrg ni tgh ber blogging pukul 2 am...nak lepaskan stress study on articles since kul 9 td...time ni jerla yg available utk diri ini study lepas seharian dgn anak2..day time mmg xleh buat apa especially school holidays...depa lena around 8pm! :) mmg train depa masuk tdor awal so senang aku nk siapkan study aku and aktiviti2 kemas umah..orglain maybe tgh di town celebrate New Year kan..ermmm tkpala this is what we call SACRIFICE...a lot of things you may let go in order to achieve whay u might want to have..Insyallah 2-3 thn ni banyak la yg terpakssa 'let go'...tapi KAMI akan beriadah ke luar a least one a week even ke park near our house :)...last christmas dh kuar jauhhh ok la tu kot! at least leh jimat $$ sikit...:)

rasanya cukup la utk perkara2 yg penting for 2012..harap2 semua kenangan manis, pahit, masam, masin dapat emebri pengajaran untukku supaya 2013 memeberi pengalaman yg lebih verharga dan moga Allah memakbulkan doa2 ku, Ameenn...

Azam 2013 >>>>setiap org mempunyai azam, tp kadang2 azam ni boleh ubah2..boleh?ekekekek..yerla kita merancang sesuatu yg terbaik, kadangtu Allah yg terbaik dalam menentukan segala perancangan kita..Insyallah aku benar2 berharap of course tahun ni memberi sesuatu yg MANIS-MANIS belaka dalam pengajianku.

>>dapat menghasilkan Journal/Article/paper for my own goodness.

>>dapat jejak kaki to any Conferences (international) (Alhamdulillah se awal 2 minggu aku register di Univ, supervisor hantar aku ke International Conference, UK eventhough I was as a Guest but i felt so thankful for his offer...at least I gained experience and can be use for my future needs)

>>PERMUDAHKAN urusan pengajianku..ameen

>>didikan AGAMA (iqra',solat,etc) to my KIDS...maklumla di negara ni bukannya ada kelas agama simply dekat2 umah ka...kelas mengaji kaa..ada pun seminggu sekali and jauh sikit dr umah, tapi mmg aku hantar irfan n Tisya ,at least they learn something besides study with us...dah buat jadual mengaji dgn depa...hopefully I can follow the schedule without fail..insyallah...SOLAT , insyallah tak jadi masalah sbb anak2 aku train jemaah wpun mya ngan firhan tu mmg tk paham lagi...at least they will undrstand what we are doing every solat time.

>>yang paling penting, dikurniakan KESIHATAN yang baik kepada kami sekluarga....kalau sihat semua kita boleh buat..so beringatlah..jaga kesihatan diri..insyallah...kalau sakit tu Allah jaa yg tahu...

oklaaa semoga 2013 akan menjadi KENANGAN TERINDAH buat KAMI sekeluarga!!!AMEEN

XMas Holidays...Loughborough trip

On 25th KAMI bergerak ke Loughborough ...seronok sgt perjalanan ke rumah Dr. Azah...my officemate...she's doing her Post-Doctoral here...rugi tak sempat snap gamabq sebab asyik sgt terpegun dgn kehijauan ladang2...mmg cantik!! on 26th , kak azah ajak g Factory Outlet at Junction 28...*wink wink*..:) Tak banyak shopping...first time sampai so, we decided to survey on what items shud for the next visit..hari ni we all borong buku jaaa...seronok betul especially si tisya...satu kedai kalau boleh dia nak!!hahaha...

term break...congrats kakak..:)

salam....skrg dah start cuti sekolah...2 weeks break...ermmmmm apa activity???kalau kat msia sure dah plan balik penang jumpa makkkkkkkkk...tapi di sini...plan tkleh mcm tu..nak balik mana???penang???impossible...!!!!:( :( so buat masa ni plan is...going to the public library with my 2 kids...kakak and angah...depa pun dh start dok tanya bila nk g library..adoiiii...baru nk rest sat lepas jumpa sv..nntla bila dah rasa nak g kita g.... weekend KAMI g town...ermmmm much much more sales for christmas..first time here so I can see how meriah the situation kat town was....apa lagi turun2 tram terjah CLARKS ler....rembat 2 pasang kasut utk anak2...utk makpak depa nnt dulu....kekekkee...firhan sibuk nak kasut boot..so dapat kat dia sepasang....Mya pun dpt sepasang!!!:)*happy* Pastu g Victoria Centre laks....kat sni we all beli winter boots for kiddos...and mya's winter suit...ermmmmm *kopak duit*..hahahhaa...sekali sekala takpa kot nooo...tambah elaun baru masuk nie..kekekeke..nak sedapkan hati..."first time nak main salji nanti.."...:) anak2 penting bab2 baju sejuk ni..makpak takpa...kita tgk nnt...tgk kedai murah2 pun ok..utk anak2 kena cari yg best quality sikit... KAKAK..congrats for the ice-skating course..alhamdulillah rezeki tisya....only 30 students were selected for the course..kakak will be one of them!!!u are lucky dear..hpefully you will gain experience thru this activity..masa dia bawak balik surat ritu...terlintas gak di hati ni...iskkk boleh dpt kaaa anakkku ni nak join sbb cikgu dh kata ...only 30 will join the ice scating class....tp tkpala ada rexeki adala.... tgk2 semalam..tisya bawak balik surat..COMFIRM!!!Alhamdulillah...rexeki Allah bagi :) AND ...Tisya dapat GOLD AWARD for behaviour..:) congrats again to you dear!

kasut baru mya:)

boot pi an....

20122012 from EWART'S kitchen..:)

salam....cantik date ni kan...Happy birthday to my brother Muhammad Hazwan...kakna doakan matwan sstudy hard and gain what u wish to...may u success always... Harini seperibiasa every thursday ada date ngan supervisor ku...Alhamdulillah positive feedback from him and very THANKFUL to Allah atas rexeki ini, pada Mr Hubby yang sudah pastinya banyak berkorban utk...he sacrifice sooo muchh things in order to be here with me...anak2 yg sentiasa membuat ibu gelak senyum and nangis gaks....kekekke..LOVE u all.... tetiba jaaa rasa nak bake bun...sejak dok msia nak try buat tapi tula mende semua depan mata ..teringin jaa terus beli kan..tp bila dh dok cni kita jd susah sometimes nk jumpa certain2 mende especially ROTI CANAI...yg menjadi bfast kami skeluarga almost every weekend...hahahaha..mai cni padan muka...tup tup rupanya Mr Hubby ku is a good cook!!! he manage to tebar roti canai tuuuu.....(nnt upload gamabq!)..tak cukup roti canai...he managed to make CAapati....Murtabak tooooo....jgn jelesss...:) last week buat roti jala..semua gara2 kepingin sungguh bfast malaysia!!! so smlm dok shopping2 groceries, i bought Bread Flour! wow balik umah terus buka youtube tgk nk buat bun/pizza/pastry etc....wpun xdak breadmaker....tangan ni la menguli2....alhamdulilah rasanya jadi bun ku...:) seronoknyaaaa bila siap uli, bulat2kan...then masa baking tgk...wowwwiiii naik elok bun nie....alhamdulillah boleh bagi bekalan for tisya for her school dinner!! btw tisya kena bawak bekal everyday...lunch depa sini punya term "dinner time"..so utk elakkan dia makan food non-halal kat school so, kenala bekalkan tisya food..so far buat pizza, macaronni, bread toast...kesin kat dia...tu yg nk kena variety her food..:) so kakak, u can now enjoy my breadd with various fillings...smlm try letak raisins..ada yg cheese...and latest for tisya was...salami+cheeese...ala2 burger malasysia...seronok ibu tgk kakak bawak balik bekas kosong!! pagi2 jumaat we all suka g asda for shopping some groceries item...wow pagi ni depa buat sale on salmon!! apa lagi Mr Hubby beratoq dah beli sekoq!!!tktau lagi nak masak apa...hubby dh siang2 kan half for fillet and kepala of couse KARI KEPALA IKAN laaaaa...hahahahha....ooooohhhh least week jumpa daun kari...apa lagi,,,rembat sepeket...balik terus buat kari ikan....perggghhhhhh....sedapnya (puji sendiri)..mcm dmak buat..kekekek..bukan apa sebleum ni masak tk cukup ingredient..kali ni masak complete!!!alhamdulillah lepas ni dh tau nk cari mana daun kari....daun kunyit jaaaa tk penah jumpa2 lagi.... okla misi nk upload gambaq lak....nnt2 upload lagi menu2 KAMI di sini....tekak melayu tu melayu gaks...:)

siap!!!!esok mlm dinner KAMI fillet o fish with white sauce..:)

bukti...lembutnyerrrr..jgn jeles yerrr..:)

cukup utk KAMI..yg besar tu ibu ngan bapa nyer...

Buns pun ada family oooo...anak2 yg cute2 tue....

siap disiang oleh si hubbyku....

Mya khusyuk tgk bapak siang ikan....

jgn main2...curry mamak in da house.....jommmmm!!

angah ....mcm2!

firhan..suka tgk ikan besaarrrr punyaa!:)

a walk to Old Market Square, Notts City

Beriadah bersama anak2 setelah seminggu ke sekolah..penat jugak..so release our stress by just went off to notts city...:) Maybe sesetengah tu g london kaa or g jln2 jauh2 la sikit..tp for us, takpala g dekatpun asalkan time with family is still there..nk jln jauh anak2 ku kecik lagi..satg buat meragam sorg2 jenuhh..maybe tunggu setahun lagi....lagipun lani tgh banyak aassignmnt appoint by my supervisor..every week ada ja task yg dia nak tengok..last week quite depress sebab nk kena deal ngan programming and reading some literature review...that's why mmg ajak si hubby g jalan2 after met my sv!!eventhough time we all kuaq g town its about -2 degree...org lain tarik selimut tp kami tarik stroller usung anak2 naik tram..they love it! bawak bekal sosej roll 2 bekas,sronok tul budak2 ni...:) Insyallah lepas ni kalau nk ilang stress aku usung lagi stroller anak2ku...:)

MISS U SO MUCH!!!!

Salam ... harini tiba2 terasa rindu sangat2 pada arwah bapak...semalam mimpi bapak...tp tidak berkata2....bila rindu suka sgt flashback those memories....semalam teringat zaman teenage...bapak hantaq balik g sekolah kalau bapak tk keja that day...bapak paham sangat yg diri ini mmg susah nak bfast..sebab..takut baju kerdot ataupun lepas bfast nnt sure nk masuk toilet..pg seawal kul 7 start naik moto honda bapak...lalu kot jalan chain ferry..bila traffic light merah bapak suka celok masuk jln mana2 asalakn jgn ada traffic light merah!!dlm 10-15min sampai ke sekolah... itulaaa bapa..very pantang kalau lambat2..hehehhe..bila loceng sekolah bunyi jaa....bapak dh tunggu kat luar gate sambil pegang helmet ...:) so lovely :(...sampaila aku FORM 5 bapak nya routine mmg tak tukar...sedih bila teringat selama 17 thn aku bersaama mak&bapak di rumah tk mcm kwn2 setengah tu dh masuk asrama...so I think I am very closed to them very much...!! After SPM ...dpt masuk ADP..minta tlg ata bawakan van for my registration...bapak peluk aku sambil menangis!!!I CANT IMAGINE how he felt..maybe tak pernah berpisah kan..so for the first time berjauhan...mmg SEDIH!! Tangisan Seorang Lelaki bernama BAPAK!!!Kenangan selama 17 tahun yg lalu masih segar..masih dapat ku rasa 'pelukan yg penuh kasih sayang dr bapak!'...YaAllah KAU tempatkanlah bapak ku di sisi insan yg mulia....ameen! sambung nnt la yer..taktahan sebak tatkala mengingat arwah bapak di saat aku berjauhan di rantau org....:(

Autumn in Nottingham :)